What are you doing here??

 Hey candy girls! This is going to be in my story time tab, but it's not really a story time... But it goes along with my last story time post. 

If you don't remember my last story time or didn't read it (go read it know!!) I basically talked about all the bad experiences I have had with my group of "friends." Also, if you follow my tumblr blog (go follow if you haven't!) you know that I recently started working at my cheer gym. I teach tumbling classes for ages 2-14. My last class I teach on Mondays is the 8-14. And you would not believe who walked in for that class. Four of the girls from my horrible friend group. Two of them I have unadded on everything. One of them is blocked on everything. And the last one I actually like and still talk to. And you might be thinking, if I'm teaching the class, there's no way me and these four are in the age range. And you would be correct. 

Not only are they too old for that class, somehow most of the kids in there with them are a higher level than them.. And also, it's not like that's the only class they have time for, there is one right after the one they take that is more their age range and I know they the can make it. But then they would be in a class with me so... they can stay in their own class. 

But also, that has to be so embarrassing that someone their age is teaching their class... Anyways, I thought this was funny and had to share. 

Yours truly,

Candgirl  💋

Shiny face and cheer teams

Hey candy girls! First story time and I don't know how long this is going to be.. But enjoy my drama...!

So, I am kind of a part of this really toxic friend group (I've started distancing since the beginning of summer) They all hate each other and talk crap about each other. I am like the most unliked in this friend group (another reason why I'm distancing) I'm really not like the rest of them so I kind of get it. They all have strict parents and are like very sheltered and I am not at all. Their scared to even talk to a boy and judge if they see anyone kissing their partner.. Also, I think all of them are maga, very homophobic, and pro life. Which I am the complete opposite of all of that (I had an issue with one of them just on politics and we will talk about that in another post) I would never be friends with them if I knew what they are actually like. Anyways, on to like actual conflicts...

The first one I can remember is in 7th grade, this is when they all started to not like me. I heard from someone (I can't remember who now) that the whole group was saying that my face was always shiny, I guess trying to call me greasy or something😭, and that my clothes always had dog hair on them... right so what I'm hearing is that they couldn't think of anything worthy to talk about so they said some bull crap. So I tell by bsf that they are saying this about me. I don't really remember a lot of details since this was a few years ago but next thing I remember is that in my 7th period me and my bsf were sitting at a table in the back corner of the room and the rest of the group was on the complete opposite side.. This was our seating chart that me and my friend may or may not have told the teacher to make... If you can't tell, me and my friend did not like them already. But anyways, in this class my friend had the idea to go off on one of the girls. Horrible idea actually. But she did and the girl was like "what are you talking about we never said that." I don't remember the rest but it ended with nothing changing... Then the next thing I remember is sending a big huge paragraph to another one of the girls and I wish I still had that text :( I remember one line was like "and I know you gonna show everyone else this but fine with me I won't have to send it to them too" omg I thought I ate her up... Uhhh I don't remember if anything else happened cause next thing I remember is being fine with everyone again.. 

Next, last school year I had a class with one of the girls in the group. Literally she was the only person I knew in there and also, the only one out of the group I didn't really talk to.. great. So I was forced to talk to her every day and cried every day. One day I was talking about some practice at cheer. (At the time I had quit school cheer and was on an allstar cheer team while she was still on the school cheer team) And she said she wanted to do allstar but will probably wait until her junior year to start. Weird but whatever, also, wanted to cry right there. Do not come to my gym😭She was literally one of the reasons I quit school cheer, along with the rest of the group because majority of them do school cheer. Anyways, fast forward to this summer and I'm hanging out with my other little group of friends, ones that I actually like and we're not toxic people. We were all just talking about random stuff and my friend (my bsf from the story above) is like "omg I have to tell you something" and I was like, omg what. She says the friend from my class and another girl said they wanted to do allstar next year (our junior year) but they don't want to do it with me. Right okay. So one, why are telling MY BSF this... like are you that stupid?? But I mean I don't really care because I don't want to do it with them sooo.. And even if they do try out for allstar, they won't be on the same team as me because we are on completely two different levels. 

That's all that happened to me and hopefully nothing like this ever happens again... I hope you liked the storytime if you stayed till the end.

Yours truly,

Candygirl 💋